Life is full of surprises.
When you think it is all settled down something can fly out of nowhere and explode the bliss like a yo-yo on fire sending you out of balance, off key and tumbling wildly into the unknown. Where is the meaning in the words of a dead man post suicide? Where is the hope in a breakup of a family or an abortion of an unborn child? None of the thoughts, debates, actions or counter calls can make me believe that there is always a right or wrong, reason or rhyme to the disinterested parlayances of mesmeric folk all taken up with their own mantle of time and place and correct mind. Men with bibles or law books or well thumbed science textbooks are all the same when it comes down to the zealots brain. They preach and shout and spread their thought disease to those who want to think alone in compassion of humility for the inability of knowledge built into the human condition. We are crawling children in this world, knocking our heads against multiple brick walls and shouting, thinking, feeling, louder, righter than the one who came before - reaction or reform. We are all are born unformed and slowly are cast into the mold of our multitudinous teachings, preaching, memories and education. We know so little and yet stand so strong on our hind legs. We know the truth, speak the word, understand this messed up platform filled world. We are starlight and atoms, beauty and hope yet we crush each other in the bubble of antiquitous hate we spew each others way... sad moments of wrinkled devotion blinded by faith, fill up this world like a marker of height. We have crushed so far, built up our civilizations only to break them down and rebuild in the form of some other hero's ego boost and GOD.... didn't all the leaders in history have such small dicks to need this many monuments in their name. Egoic manifestations of insecure over indulgence in ideology, ritual and faith. Where have all the good men gone and where are the women in this?
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